At Mass yesterday, Monsignor quoted saying: “God’s
ocean is so big, and our boat is so small.”
He called it as “a prayer,” which initially struck me as an odd
description. But in a way, it is
precisely the sort of prayer of which the Old Testament, especially the psalms,
are full. Sometimes, of course, when we
acknowledge God’s tremendousness, we do so as a preface to requesting something
of Him: Grant us this or Spare us that. But sometimes the prayer of God’s largeness
is just that: an acknowledgement that He is big. It is the sort of thing one must have well
implanted in one’s psyche before one can appreciate the fact that He became small.
And of course, while the prayer of greatness may be a
prelude to the prayer of petition, it works the other way around also. A prayer of petition is, ultimately, only
answerable by an exercise of God’s greatness, either in righting the situation
about which heaven is stormed, or in resolving that situation into its place in
the sea. In either case, whether the
petition is answered with a “yes” or the “no” which widens perspectives, the
thanksgiving tends towards that acknowledgement of God’s tremendousness, the
tremendousness that is so great that to voice it gratefully “is itself [His]
gift” (Common
Preface IV).
And
the Lord answering Job out of the whirlwind, said: Gird up thy loins like a man
… Behold behemoth whom I made with thee, he eateth grass like an ox. His strength is in his loins, and his force in
the navel of his belly. He setteth up his tail like a cedar, the sinews of his
testicles are wrapped together. His bones are like pipes of brass, his gristle
like plates of iron. He is the beginning of the ways of God, who made him, he
will apply his sword. To him the mountains bring forth grass: there all the
beasts of the field shall play. He sleepeth under the shadow, in the covert of
the reed, and in moist places. The shades cover his shadow, the willows of the
brook shall compass him about. Behold, he will drink up a river, and not
wonder: and he trusteth that the Jordan may run into his mouth. In his eyes as
with a hook he shall take him, and bore through his nostrils with stakes. Canst
thou draw out the leviathan with a hook, or canst thou tie his tongue with a
cord? Canst thou put a ring in his nose, or bore through his jaw with a buckle?
Will he make many supplications to thee, or speak soft words to thee? Will he
make a covenant with thee, and wilt thou take him to be a servant for ever? Shalt
thou play with him as with a bird, or tie him up for thy handmaids? Shall
friends cut him in pieces, shall merchants divide him? Wilt thou fill nets with
his skin, and the cabins of fishes with his head? Lay thy hand upon him:
remember the battle, and speak no more. Behold his hope shall fail him, and in
the sight of all he shall be cast down. (Job, 40:1-2, 10-28)
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